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  Now and Always

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  In loving memory of my brother

  Danny Lee Smart

  September 8, 2007

  Blessed by God

  Loved by family

  Contents

  Title Page

  Copyright Page

  Prologue

  One

  Two

  Three

  Four

  Five

  Six

  Seven

  Eight

  Nine

  Ten

  Eleven

  Twelve

  Thirteen

  Fourteen

  Fifteen

  Sixteen

  Seventeen

  Eighteen

  Nineteen

  Twenty

  Twenty-One

  Twenty-Two

  Twenty-Three

  Twenty-Four

  Twenty-Five

  Twenty-Six

  Twenty-Seven

  Twenty-Eight

  Twenty-Nine

  Thirty

  Thirty-One

  Thirty-Two

  Thirty-Three

  Thirty-Four

  Thirty-Five

  Thirty-Six

  Thirty-Seven

  Thirty-Eight

  About the Publisher

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  Now and Always

  Prologue

  No one could say exactly how he got five hundred birds in one car.

  Electronic carnival lights flashed myriad colors. Loud music blared from rides with names like The Octopus, The Whip, Flying Scooter, and Dodgem Cars.

  Nine-year-old Katie and her friend, Essie, stood transfixed, rounded eyes focused on a sideshow where a ten-foot-tall man proceeded to load crates of canaries in a compact car and then folded his legs and nimbly climbed inside behind the wheel.

  Another man with a bullhorn promised even more amazing feats, and he gestured the carnivalgoers inside for an astonishing thirty-five cents.

  The girls moved on, pausing minutes later in front of the gypsy tent. If a picture was worth a thousand words, this attraction was worth every penny of twenty-five cents.

  Katie glanced at Essie and Essie nodded. Here was a real, honest-to-goodness gypsy with stringy, long black hair, witch’s fingernails, and evil — very evil eyes.

  Squirming, Katie knew that Grandpops and Tottie would kill her if they knew what she was doing. Essie’s parents weren’t religious like Katie’s folks. They’d forked over fifty cents to each girl and told them to “have fun.” One turn on the Ferris wheel would have eaten their fifty cents, but for twenty-five cents they could have their future told and still buy cotton candy. The nine-year-olds paid the admission price, parted the tent, and entered the dim interior.

  There she sat, big as life.

  Katie’s foot struck the metal folding chair, and she sucked in her breath and dropped onto the cool hardness.

  The gypsy focused on them, running her hands over the crystal globe, evil eyes bright with supernatural knowledge. Katie studied the soothsayer, feeling a bit evil herself. Grandpops said evil powers belonged to Satan. She shouldn’t be here. It was wrong, clearly against God’s teachings. But she had one question, one burning question she needed answered, and chances were she’d never again have an opportunity to ask it.

  The old woman eye’s settled on Katie. “Little one. What do you wish to know?”

  Katie’s mind went blank as a sheet of paper. What did she want to know? What did she want to know? Her mind was as vacant as the little boy, Ralphie, in A Christmas Story who wanted a Red Ryder BB gun.

  The Knowledgeable One waited.

  Katie couldn’t think. She couldn’t breathe! She sank deeper into the folding metal chair.

  “Eh? Speak up!”

  Katie couldn’t talk. God had rendered her speechless and with good cause.

  Essie edged forward. “I know what I want.”

  The old woman’s eyes switched. “And what is that, little one?”

  “I want to know if I’ll get married when I’m old.”

  “Married?” She cackled. “Married, you say.” She moved her hands over the top of the ball, leaned, and peered closer. “Ah … yes. I see.”

  Essie slid forward in her chair. “What? What do you see?”

  “A handsome man, indeed, very handsome. Fair of color, fair of hair. He will come into your life most unexpectedly, and you will know immediately that he is the one and only.” She looked up, revealing a yellowed grin.

  Essie sighed blissfully. “I knew it.”

  Katie’s brain still refused to function. Her mind screamed for answers! She’d spent twenty-five cents; she deserved an answer!

  The gypsy began to fold a black velvet cloth over the magic globe. She was through. Katie grappled for coherent speech. She’s through. Say something!

  “Wait!”

  The woman fixed evil eyes on her. “You had your chance. Now move on.”

  “No. Wait.” Katie swallowed, then blurted, “I remember my question!”

  The mystic snorted, uncovered the ball. “What is it?”

  “Will I get any taller?”

  There. She may go to hell, but now she�
�d know, even if Grandpops would skin her alive for consulting an evil power. She’d shot up five inches in the past year, and by golly she couldn’t tolerate any more height. She was taller than every boy in her class, and the girls were starting to call her Giraffe.

  The gypsy eyed her. “That’s your question? How tall will you get?”

  Katie swallowed. “Yes. How tall will I be?” If the gypsy said seven feet she’d die, right here in this tent on this cold metal folding chair, and pray nobody ever told Grandpops, Grandmoms, or Tottie where she was when it happened.

  The mystic sighed and then quickly ran her hands over the top of the ball. “How tall will — what’s your name?”

  “Katie. Katie Addison.”

  “How tall will Katie Addison grow?” The old woman leaned and peered inside the clear ball. “I see. You will grow very tall — ”

  “How tall?”

  “How tall do you want to grow?”

  “No taller than I am. In fact, I’d like to shrink if you can do that. I have another quarter.” She fumbled in her pocket, but the old woman stopped her.

  Her gaze returned to the ball. “You will grow no taller than six feet.”

  Katie felt color drain from her face. Six feet. A giant. A big, old, ugly giant.

  “But take heart, my child. Your forever love will come along early in life, but you will not recognize him. It will take many years and many trials to distinguish him from other men, but when you do, you will live happily ever after.” She reached for the velvet cover and draped the ball, and before Katie could blink, she’d disappeared through a colorful beaded curtain.

  Katie gaped at Essie, astounded. “Did you hear that? I’m going to be a giant.”

  She nodded. “I heard. Sorry — but you have pretty hair.”

  The girls got up, exiting through a maze of thick electrical cords. Music blared. Screams came from The Octopus, and the smell of popping corn filled the air. Everything seemed so normal, but Katie’s life was over.

  Essie shouted above the confusion. “Want some cotton candy?”

  Numb, Katie nodded, putting one wooden foot in front of the other. She might as well eat until she burst. No man was ever going to want her. Her conscience pricked her. This was God’s punishment for going to a gypsy.

  One

  Very few things distracted Katie Addison when she was on a mission, but the sight of three dead horses strewn across the winding road stopped her in her tracks. Her jeep skidded and veered to the right before stopping. Motorists set out flares. The highway patrol began the process of diverting traffic around the gruesome sight.

  Putting a tissue over her nose, Katie exited the jeep. Thick smoke covered the area from the fire burning on the ridge below Devils Tower. Wildfire had broken out in the thirteen-hundred-acre park, and crews had been battling it all day. A suffocating haze blanketed the landscape.

  Confusion reigned as Katie threaded her way through curious onlookers and fellow travelers who’d stopped to help. Her eyes focused on the black skid marks, and it didn’t take a sleuth to see that the overturned truck and stock trailer had veered to the center and jackknifed, blocking most of the road.

  Blowout? Deer blocking the road?

  The long, white trailer lay on its side in the ditch. The sides were enclosed, and the top was lined with openings for ventilation. The terrified screams of trapped horses, kicking and lunging, trying to break free, sent a shudder up her spine. She’d lived on a ranch all her life, and while she wasn’t a vet, she knew almost as much as anybody about animals. She took care of her own — three dogs, three cats, a goat, and an aging Appaloosa. She’d sewn up more than one wire cut by lantern light.

  Katie approached Sheriff Ben O’Keefe, who was trying to redirect traffic. “Is the driver hurt?”

  “Don’t know. An ambulance is on the way.”

  Katie strained to see what was going on through the chaos. Men worked to open the truck’s passenger side door while others were trying to break into the mangled trailer. Katie observed the work and then impulsively raced to help, her former mission forgotten.

  Working her way around the overturned trailer, Katie tried to peer through the narrow slits in the side wall. It was nearly impossible to count the heaving flesh trapped inside, but she estimated three, maybe four horses down, kicking and struggling to get out. Men worked feverishly to reach the injured animals, but the enclosed trailer defeated their efforts. The back door hung by one hinge, but the divider separating the back compartment from the front was jammed, making it almost impossible to reach the injured. Apparently the dead animals had been thrown out when the trailer jackknifed. Some had been hit by cars, judging from the damaged autos scattered along the roadside. A portly man collapsed against the overturned trailer, breathing heavily and wiping sweat from his forehead. The cloud of smoke cast a stifling blanket, hampering rescue efforts.

  Katie eased into the back of the overturned carrier, working her way cautiously to the crumpled and jammed divider. Her stomach seized at the sight of tangled limbs and the sound of the injured horses’ screams. There had to be a way to free them before they sustained more injury. A bay kicked frantically, lunging against the divider. Blood spurted from a nasty shoulder gash.

  “There, boy, take it easy,” Katie crooned, trying to calm the horse.

  A shout and the wail of a siren heralded the arrival of emergency vehicles. Katie focused on the arrival of an ambulance, two firetrucks, and a couple of police cars, sirens blaring. Paramedics hit the ground before their vehicle fully stopped, racing to the truck cab. Firemen approached the overturned trailer, openly assessing the bedlam. Katie wanted to scream at them to move faster, but she knew they needed to determine what would be best for the horses’ sake. Someone brought a Sawzall. Was it strong enough to slice through the metal trailer? Rescue workers were already using the Jaws of Life to cut through the truck cab and reach the driver pinned inside.

  The screech of metal cutting metal sent the horses into a panic. Firemen sliced through twisted metal. Whining saws died away, and Katie eased to maneuver into line to help remove the animals. But a burly captain stepped in front of her.

  “Sorry. You need to step back out of the way.”

  “I can help. I’ve doctored animals all my life.”

  “You could get hurt in there. If you want to help, you’ll stand back and let us work.”

  A tall, rawboned woman with short salt-and-pepper hair ran toward them. “I’m a vet.” She was allowed to pass to the scene of action.

  A couple of men cautiously approached the trailer. Katie held her breath as they tried to untangle the downed animals. Finally they led the bay out at the end of a rope. One by one, the horses were removed. Frightened, shying at every noise, the trembling animals were led to safety. Two were limping and all were bleeding from numerous wounds. A stock trailer rattled up, restoring alarm. The men leading the horses spoke calmly, guiding them gently forward. One horse couldn’t get up. “Broken legs and internal injuries,” someone in the crowd murmured. The vet administered an injection. After a short time the thrashing body went limp, and the horrible sound of an animal in agony was stilled. The carcass was dragged out and loaded on a flatbed trailer.

  The woman vet glanced at Katie, her color drained. “Those horses look like someone took a baseball bat to them. It’s a shame to allow this to happen in a civilized nation. Someone ought to do something about this disgrace.” A fireman called her, and she moved away to join him.

  What disgrace? Accidents happen.

  A news reporter held a microphone to the fire chief ’s mouth, and Katie shamelessly eavesdropped. “How many horses were saved?”

  “Four. At first we thought we only had four in the trailer, but when we got inside, one was down and buried under the weight of the others. Eight horses in all were involved.”

  “Are the remaining ones going to be all right?”

  “Can’t say.” The chief lifted his hat for ventilation. “You’ll ne
ed to talk to the vet — looked to me like most of them were hurt pretty badly. They got tossed around when the trailer overturned.”

  Attendants strapped the truck driver to a body board and loaded him into the ambulance. A stench of oil and spilled gas, of blood and sweat and death, hung over the scene of the accident like a thundercloud mingling with the sharp, stinging scent of smoke.

  Devils Tower loomed in the distance. The national monument formation jutted out of the smoky Black Hills landscape, looking almost surreal with the smoke billowing around its base and the flickering flames skirting the ridge. Katie knew several northern plains tribes called it Bears Lodge and considered it a sacred worship site, but it was probably best known for the role it played in the late seventies movie Close Encounters. Today the tower, the smoke, and the tragic wreck sent a shiver of apprehension rippling through Katie. She breathed a quick prayer.

  Father, be with the driver and with these helpless animals.You can work miracles, and it looks like the victims could sureuse one.

  “The driver will be lucky to get out of this alive.”

  Katie turned to find Warren Tate beside her. Warren owned the ranch two miles to the south. Except for the seven years he’d recently spent on Wall Street, he’d been a fixture in these parts. Katie and Warren had gone to school together, and known each other most of their lives. Warren had returned from New York a few weeks earlier, but this was the first time Katie had bumped into him. She smiled. “I’d heard you were back. Welcome home!”

  The former classmate removed his hat. “Katie.” His eyes skimmed her. “You’re looking good.”

  “Thank you. So are you.” The latter was an understatement. He looked terrific! Gone was the gangly, acne-prone teenager. In his place stood a self-possessed, darn good-looking man. Rumor had it he’d graduated college summa cum laude. Shortly afterwards, he left the state to make his fortune in New York on the stock exchange.

  Warren’s gaze focused on the frantic scene. Katie eased closer. “It’s so tragic. Does anyone know how it happened?”

  He inclined his head toward the distorted wreckage. “The driver hasn’t regained consciousness.”

  Katie’s eyes scanned the highway where the rest of the carcasses were being loaded on the flatbed trailer. “It’s a miracle anything survived.”

  Warren lifted his Stetson and ran a hand through thick black hair. Katie had to admit that the years had worked to his advantage. He’d bloomed. His odd-colored eyes, a dark green hue, had been a distraction during his youth, but now they enhanced his features. In high school he’d been the bookish sort, not particularly handsome and certainly not part of the in crowd. He hadn’t been a partyer. She’d liked that about him, but others called him a geek. Well, world, Warren Tate was anything but a geek now. He was a couple of inches taller than her own six feet, which made it nice to stand beside him. It hadn’t been easy in high school when she had towered above him and most boys her age. Her gaze shifted to his ring finger. Empty …